December 20th, 2001 by Ken Love makes you do stupid shit!

It makes people walk into walls, it makes you blind to everything else around you. Love can be the best thing in the whole world. But in my case, it was the worst thing that happened to me since my father died. About 1 year ago, I met this girl. Her name is Jen. She and I clicked right away. We are a lot alike. Not in all ways, but only in important ways. So from the beginning I find out she has a man that she loves dearly. You'd think that would stop any normal person....HA! Not me. No I'm so blinded by how I feel that I am totally oblivious to what inevitably will happen. We go to cocnerts, hang out and all of that good shit. She's there for me, I'm there for her. It grows to be stronger and stronger. EVERYONE!!!! told me not to fall in love with her. Even she told me, but I didn't want to hear it. All I knew was that she was perfect.....for me. She went to live with her love in England. After a while she decided she wanted to come back, a decision she now regrets. When she came back, I felt that maybe everything could go back to the way it was before she left. For a while it kinda was, I wasn't stressing, I was happy. Then we got to talking. The conversation got very deep. It got to a point where she told me straight out for a 2nd time that I had no chance because she loved another. The whole time I'd known her, I had been in denial of this horrifying fact. This person, who was essentially perfect for me, was unattainable. So after I was told this, I broke down and cried like a little baby. At least I wasn't out in public. All of that denial came to a VERY abrupt halt that night. I tried my best to keep it up, but seeing her at that moment, at that time, I just knew it was over. So I had to make a choice, no Jen or Jen as a friend? I'd rather have her as a friend than none at all.

What's the moral of this sad story? Make sure you use your head and not just your heart, or it will get broken. I've always accused many others of doing what I did. Hehe...I'm a hypocrite? Nah, I was in love...

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